Paula Faye said...
What would you do with those 25 years? Just interested.
A fair question, and it actually got me to thinking. In no particular order, here is the short list of but a few things I would love the chance to redo.
- If I could, I would relive over and over the births of my children.
- I wouldn't have married so quickly.
- I would have made more of an effort with my Dad while he was still living,
- I would have spent more time with my grandparents. Gosh I miss them.
- I'd have gotten closer to my step-dad sooner. What a great man he is.
- I'd have taken better care of my teeth as a teenager.
- I would have dated more.
- I would have taken a chance and roomed with Jay and Homer. Could've been a blast!
- I would never have smashed my KISS albums after that IBYC thing. That is really the ONLY thing I'd do differently about that whole event. Of course we didn't have the prospect of one day selling them on e-bay back then.
- The 1978 Honda Civic. What the hell was I thinking?
- Sylvia, Michelle, and Candy. What the hell was I thinking?
- I'd have treated certain people better, and been more faithful as a certain best friend's assistant Sunday School teacher.
- I should have tried harder at USC. I was so screwed up.
- I wish I had read books then as I do now. I guess it's never too late.
- I would have fought to stay in Mrs. Rawl's AP-English class.
- I would have kicked Robbie B. and Joel T.'s asses when I had the chance. I'm proud of myself for taking the high road, but oh for just one good punch.
- I'd have started the pro-wrestling at a much younger age.
- I would have asked a certain girl out instead of being a coward (oh, like YOU didn't do that too!). I sometimes wonder how my life would be today if I had.
- I would have gone to see Johnny Cash at the Living Vine book signing.
- I'd have taken more chances. Not deadly ones, but social ones. Asking chicks to dance, etc. Did I just say "chicks?"
- Speaking of which, I would have slow danced with Donna Stephens instead of just the fast dancing. Say it with me people: "coward." If you knew Donna Stephens, you would concur.
- I would have been more stern in Deacon's meetings. Some of those guys were just asking for it. Once again, Todd takes the high road. Yay me.
- That girl at the Pizza Factory. What the hell was I thinking?
- I wouldn't have cussed Ray out on his voicemail; I'd have done it to his face.
- I wouldn't allow so much repressed anger into my soul (chuckles).
- I'd have spent more time with James and Chuck when we all lived at The Park.
- I would have stayed in touch more with George while he was at college.
- I would have stopped Alan liked he had asked me to. But then, we wouldn't have had as much to laugh about in the Pinto that night.
- I'd have kept the 240-Z and taken better care of it.
- I'd have done all of the above right the first time so you wouldn't have to read this.
Rest assured I really don't dwell on these things anymore. It was kinda neat to think through them for a bit. Ultimately, I believe that things happen as they are meant to, and it is wasted energy dwelling on past mistakes. My life has made me who I am today, and I'm good to go with that. I have many stories for my kids and grandkids (someday), and friendships that are closer than family. I have no complaints. These are my memories. I'll keep them.
Anyone else want to play? Could be interesting blog fodder through the weekend. My imaginary shrink thinks it may be a healthy release.